Young couple cuddling as they sit down in a hole in the sand while others lie around behind them on a hot Independence Day at the beach. Photo by Ralph Crane, 1949.
My everything
I’m so sorry for making you feel that I have changed, making you feel as though I don’t love you anymore or in the same way. The truth is I love you more than I can describe. I really do. I have no idea how to put it into words or how to explain it to anyone. These last few weeks have been so just amazing I guess.. Every day I have woken up and the first thing I thought of was you and how I really am the luckiest girl in the whole world to be able to call you mine. I really can’t tell you how much I love you. I just can’t. You have become my everything and it scares the shit out of me to think of a time without you. Even when I say I’m leaving. My whole heart just goes “don’t be an idiot, he’s your everything”. I always think back to that one night when you told me just to hang up if I truly wanted to leave. I just remember sitting there balling my eyes out wondering what the hell I had just done. I can honestly say that was probably the worst 5 minutes of my whole entire life so far. And then you called me back and I just wanted to scream at you that I loved you. That I was so so sorry for even thinking of leaving you. And you just told me to stop crying and come get in your car and that it was all going to be okay. Just like you always do..
Your guardian angle is the most beautiful song in the whole entire world and I can still picture the day you played it to me as if it was yesterday. That song will always make me cry. Just always. But I love it. I guess I just write this so you would know that I love you more than words could ever explain even when you do annoy me and wake me up and scare the shit out of me and just all the things you do. I will ALWAYS love you. Just please never forget that…. And thank you for loving me back and never letting me go…
I love you
Foreve and always
